I feel bad because I feel like I should be happier but I am having some issues with the pen, it keeps like, drawing even when its nowhere near the screen and it really bothers me but I think Im starting to understand how to use it better???

ANYWAYS, YAY MY NEW TABLET IS HERE AND IT WORKS REALLY WELL OTHER THEN THE PEN ISSUE.

Im gonna try and learn more about it this week, change my settings to fit me best and all that stuff. I'm kind of worried my art won't be as soon with the new tablet but who knows? maybe I'm over thinking it haha.

Anyway, I can't wait to work everything out and learn new things! I can't wait to make an actually drawing with it aaaaa

Why the fuck do so many artists get upset when """"bad"""" art or """""bad artist""""" blow up?

How can so many of us as artists not understand the whole point of art?

I just think it's a little crazy how so many artists get so annoyed when what is considered "good" doesn't get the views that they feel it deserves while """bad artists"""" are getting views. Like the whole point of art is interpretation, show me the Mona Lisa and I'm going to think it's the shittiest painting in the world. Seriously that painting is overrated in my opinion. But then you show me a child's drawing and I'm all over that shit I love seeing children's artwork and how creative it is. And that's just my opinion on artwork. There's artwork I'll look at and I'll think it's bad but I can see the meaning and Care put behind it and have an interesting interpretation with it, and to me that's what makes it a wonderful piece.

You can look at art and think it's bad; that's totally okay, but I think too many artists have Hissy Fits overviews and attention. Believe it or not, it's not the end of the world if a stickman drawing gets more views than your 12-hour Mona Lisa redraw painting or whatever. 

I can totally understand why people get upset, it sucks putting so many hours into a piece to not get any attention from it. But who is to say a """"bad artist"""" also isn't putting time and effort into their work, how do we know that Stickman drawing took them only 5 minutes, for all we know their drawing could have taken them weeks to perfect in their eyes. 

As artists, we should be supporting each other, even if we find each other's aren't shitty or bad. We shouldn't always be at each other's asses over "ugly art styles" or "lazy art" or fucking whatever.

That's all I gotta say for today. Please never forget how much I love you and your art. Your art is so wonderful to me and so many other people. I love you and have a great day!!!!

So for those who don't know, I'm an orphan.

I don't have any family.

Now, I have my boyfriend's family, each year for Christmas we see them and its always super fun and cheerful.

They treat me like family and are all so kind to me.

But I feel so out of place.

I don't feel like I truly belong there, like I'm that one family friend everyone knows but not really.

I love them all and I get along with them all and such.

I guess I just feel out of place because I'm an orphan and you see so many people with their families being happy and cheerful this time of year.

Maybe I'm just not used to it because I grew up getting beaten up on this day for being a spoiled brat or being why we didn't have food or whatever.

So eh maybe I'm overthinking it and I just need to get over it and realize I'm in a better place now and move on.

Anyways, Marry Christmas to everyone, I hope its great for everyone!!! I love you all so much and y'all kind of mean the world to me!!!

ok bye sorry for being a bitch boy on Christmas Eve lol

So like, I've been trying to draw stuff other than humans/furries.

I've been drawing items my OCs use such as guns, guitars and even animals.

I'll do a small showcase of it here

So yeah, I plan on making more (as of posting this I am drawing more items)

all of this stuff is for my ocs so I might what their things look like so I'm not always changing it like I used to.

If you guys have any ideas for items my OCs might carry or have feel free to tell me :)

Have a great day and I love all of you so much!

Hmm.

So, yeah, my old tablet is coming to an end.

I ordered the new one last night and I guess god said "fuck you I've fucked you up too much, have some good shit lol."

The tablet I got is 500$ CND.

I got a 200$ commission.

then I got a 125$ commission.

then I got my paycheck early.

then I also got a discount code from the company I buy from.

I only had to pay 247.88$ for my new tablet.

like that's fucking crazy to me how lucky I just got.

I get it next month, I'm hyped for it. I've been using the same one for years LOL

I'm so lazy like I can draw 13-hour paintings for my story but I can't make a black-and-white comic for it LMAO

I GOT A COMMISSION AND THE BUYER TIPPED ME 25$ AND THEY WANT TO MAIL ME A WHOLE BLOCK OF CHEESE WHAT??!?!??!?!??!!!!!!!!????!?!?!!!!!

Y'all I am so shitty at wrapping gifts and the fucking wrapping paper I got is see-through apparently.

As I’ve been writing about

my drawing tablet is having issues sadly.

And sadly I have no idea how much longer it has.

I’m thinking about buying a new one today since it’ll take 3 weeks to get here. I don’t get paid until Friday but I have the funds to get a new one.

the tablet I’m looking is around 489$, thankfully I don’t have to pay for shipping!

but it won’t be here till next month.

I’m so unsure of what I should do honestly. I get paid next Friday but as I said, I do have the funds, I just don’t wanna spend 500$ before my paycheque just in case.

oh well, I’ll figure it all out in the end.

have a great day everyone, I love y’all ❤️

Sadly, I am still having issues with my tablet. My boyfriend was able to play around with it to get it to work (for now) but it's having the same issue with both of my laptops.

My laptop updates next Friday, so I'm going to see how it acts after the update. I'm still having the issue where it won't connect, but now it does when my laptop turns on.

It's still working but I really gotta play around with it.

Hoping for the best, I'm still gonna buy a new one as a backup soon...

anywhere, here is a doodle I made after my boyfriend fixed my tablet