A big issue I have with the people around me is that no one can be proud of me.
"You should go to art school" or "Why didn't you go to art school?" or fucking "That was such a waste of time, why didn't you go to art school"
I'm not going to get too deep into what my job is but it's high-paying and I love it, that's all that should matter. That I love my job and the pay is good.
But no, because I draw dicks well that means all the time I put into getting my job was pointless and a waste. It sucks because I love my job so much, so much joy and happiness all around every day!!! Like I have the best job in the world in my eyes. Way better than working as an artist full-time in some. Thats just me though.
Idk, maybe I'm just being a crybaby. I just wish someone would hold me and say they were proud of me.
Maybe I'll just hold myself, I'm proud of myself!
Osaka
That's the ticket! Being proud of yourself, and I mean truly proud of your abilities and being confident in them, comes with the territory of being able to say FUCK THE WORLD and do what you wanna do because YOU wanna do it.
The people in your real everyday life that know this will acknowledge & validate your efforts, and life is lightspeed fast & short so just let your nuts hang and do whatever the hell you wanna do.