I hate how alone I am. It’s my own fault to.

I’m always pushing people away or don’t know how to keep my mouth shut.

I hate that I can’t keep a connection with anyone for longer than a few months, maybe a year at best.

i just wish I could have friends and keep them without messing up every time I make one.

i feel like everything is my fault and my mom was right about me, I feel like no matter what I’ll always be alone.

i know it’s my fault and I’m trying to fix myself. I promise I will. I just wish people told me what I was doing wrong so I could change.